Complicated Innocent...

Curiosity, but they know nothing, not even desire or pleasure... What about 10 years later? This is how they think...

长大了

情路上的伤害，让我长大了许多！“我的终生伴侣不会是你“ 一句话，已很明显的说明了一切。我问心无愧，谢谢你的甩！又回到单身了！现在的我为事业拼吧！

一伤再伤...

刚才跟朋友到小上海吃火锅。我和neh先到，就做了下来等另三个朋友。突然返过头，看见有个我觉得很漂亮的女生，但，奇怪的是那心情又来了。她，和她长的蛮相识的。几乎感觉她就坐在我后面，我不时的转过头，看她多几眼，不停的再看了几眼。心好冲动，但她不是我心中的她，她始终不是我想要娶的陈锦佩，而她也不会在槟城。突然下起雨来，大家都冲冲把桌上的东西搬进店里。她做在里面，而我和朋友就坐到另一间的门口。可是，可能天意弄人吧，她不时就出现在我面前，她就是常到甜品区挑吃的，拿了，要回去坐，但又返回头，呆了几秒，又返回去，回到她的桌位。哈哈，还蛮可爱的，就跟佩很像。又开始念着佩了。。。 今晚真的好想喝酒，醉了就能睡。现在的我好疲倦，但就是睡不着。头发也掉落了很多，脸也惨了好多。无可奈何。。。佩佩我好想你。。。让我回到你怀里好吗？

Male mole!

1 An illness and accident prone childhood
2 Inherited huge wealth
3 Bad luck to your mother
4 Bad luck to your parents
5 Bad luck to your father
6 Fortune and longevity
7 Quick temper
8 Fortune and talent
9 Big wealth
10 Will live and die in a place away from your hometown
11 Prone to accident when traveling
12 Wealth
13 High position
14 Property
15 Supereme luck
16 Nobility
17 Property
18 Big wealth
19 Will have to work hard in order to achieve longevity
20 Prone to accident with fire
21 Supereme luck
22 wealth
23 Misfortune
24 A career in government
25 Supereme Luck
26 Prone to accident with water
27 Disaster prone
28 Misfortune
29 Good luck
30 Less furtile
31 No descendants
32 Prone to lose descendents
33 Misfortune
34 Misfortune
35 Bad luck to your father
36 Bad luck to your wife
37 Bad luck to your mother
38 Bad luck to your children
39 Uncontrollable sexual lust
40 Disaster prone
41 Prone to accident with water
42 Prone to accident with cattle and horse
43 Obssessed with clothing
44 Greedy
45 Longevity
46 Prone to accident with water
47 Good luck in gaining wealth
48 High intelligence
49 Longevity
50 Prone to gossip
51 Greedy
52 Prone to argument
53 Good luck in gaining big wealth
54 Luck and fortune
55 High intelligence
56 Enjoyment of abundant food and drink
57 Prone to alcohol-related disaster
58 Enjoyment of gourmet food and good life
59 Blessing
60 Prone to lose wife
61 Bad luck to your wife
62 Prone to clash with law
63 Romance
64 Good luck
65 Filial piety
66 Good luck
67 High intellidence

Reference ~ http://wenhousecrafts.com/facereading/moles.htm

Female Mole!

"RED colored words are positive

BLACK colored words are negative

feel free to add your own notes

this word "凶" shows up a lot in the mole map. it refers to a non-specific unlucky thing. according to the text to the left of the drawing of the girl, it could mean bad luck in your career, marital troubles, losing money, a sickly body, your friends are gonna bring you troubles (like they'll borrow money from you), etc..

i grokked this mole map from a mole buster's night market stall in taipei. the mole-buster's mobile number is on the lower right of the flyer. call him to arrange for a mole-removing session (in case your mole happens to mean something unlucky). "

Reference ~ Can't remember where I picked this from...

Anorexia

For those "Thin thinking girls" out there. Is this what you want? Diet?
Come on! eat lots, exercise lots! This is life! Keeping on diet, will let you get into Anorexia, for those who are unlucky, and this, may cause your life! Think twice!
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL THE WAY YOU ARE!

My dream Gown

Of course, it is my dream gown, but not me wearing it, but my future wife! This is design by Elie Saab famous fashion designer! Elegant, classy, glamour, and sexy (don't have to be showing off much flesh to be sexy!!! Showing off too much, it's cheap and prostitution!!!)

世界之最

Sexy Photo but...

Erm... May I know what happen to her toes?

Looking sexy during wedding?

How about this?

肖鼠运程

肖鼠运程1948、1960、1972、1984 、1996、2008

运 势
肖鼠人今年合太岁，凡事有贵人，富贵功名，显达有望，出外亨通，有晋升机会，但今年犯病符等，宜防疾厄，身体健康。小心六亲反目无情，遭朋友陷害。

财 运 今年财运亨通，凡事顺达，事业有更进一步发展，但宜小心暗箭，遭人陷害，注意劳逸结合，六亲无靠。增财运方法 在办公室或房间放一件绿色或红色物品。

感 情 至于肖鼠女性今年桃花大旺，有婚易成，正在恋爱者感情发展更是神速，单身者今年有机会认识理想对象！ 至于肖鼠男性今年桃花不利，好事多磨，吃力不讨好！难有机会结识到理想对象！

增爱情运方法 女性黄色有利，可佩带玉石 、水晶的饰物。男性红、绿色有利，可佩带木制 、长形的饰物。
事 业 肖鼠人今年运程通达，凡事顺利，事业有更进一步发展，宜积极进取，必有斩获。打工一族今年宜努力拼博，自可事事如愿，且有晋升之机会！

丙子年：36年--健康欠佳，须小心保重，要注意心脏、心血管等的保养。96年--精神面貌佳，读书专心，学业大佳。
甲子年：男命异性缘佳，财运初佳。
壬子年：事多不如意，压力大，有力不从心之感，宜守旧，防破财。
庚子年：今年财运佳，能充分发挥自己的才能，想象力丰富。
戊子年：运程吉凶参半，须小心身体健康。
一月份：财运仍利，小心是非口舌，闲事莫理，否则惹祸上身。
二月份：谋事顺遂，凡谋必利，宜积极进取，必有果得。
三月份：财运欠佳，办事难顺，凡事三思而后行，防财得而复失。
四月份：财运亨通，凡事顺利，事事如意，宜积极进取。
五月份：财运仍佳，大起大落，见好就收，须防因不测之灾而破财。
六月份：运程吉凶参半，事多反复，须防不测之灾，守之则安。
七月份：运程顺利，有贵人相帮，大有可为。
八月份：运势仍佳，凡事宜脚踏实地，循序渐进。
九月份：有良缘机遇，凡事多阻，须有耐心方可成功，方可财喜双收。
十月份：运势不利，钱财有损，期望不宜太高，宜静宜守。
十一月：运程未美，防损财失利，小心桃花煞，钱财不借。
十二月：运势平常，压力大，女性利桃花，凡事宜守旧。

属鼠的人：
住宅凶方：坐南（午山、未山）向北方。
住宅吉方：坐北向南方、坐东向西方、坐西向东方。
办公桌吉方：
甲子生人：坐东南财神方。
丙子生人：坐正西财神方。
戊子生人：坐正北财神方。
庚子生人：坐正东财神方。
壬子生人：坐东南财神方。

二○○九己丑年肖鼠运程

【二○○九己丑年肖鼠运程】
　　去年属鼠的朋友命犯太岁，若无喜事临，必有祸事忧 ，事业运程难免不顺意，身体也容易出现问题。踏入牛年 ，虽然年初时运势仍然有点不顺，但春季以后，渐入佳境 ，命宫更见众多吉神拱护，大有一洗鼠年的霉气之势。
【事业】
　　今年在命宫出现「陌越」和「玉堂」星，主有地位突破和大贵人助运 ，故能将你的工作带进新局面。凡流年得「陌越」坐命 ，事业地位必可更上一层楼。打工的朋友，在公司里将得到上司贵人提 拔，给予你发挥所长，甚至独当一面的良机，如果你希望自己能在众同 事中突围而出，奠定升职的基础，就要好好把握这个难得的机会了。
【财运】
　　鼠人踏入牛年，财运未可言吉。虽然表面看是相合年，但却暗藏隐忧 。受薪的你，今年会有加薪的机会，但加幅并不理想 ；一向有投资习惯的朋友，小心高买低卖输掉财富，即使在部份投资项 目上赚得微利，但全年计下来也是输多赢少；做生意的你 ，虽有客似云来，但总见旺丁不旺财。总之，今年求财宜守不宜攻 ，可免重大破耗。
【爱情】
　　肖鼠的你，踏进牛年，子丑相合，主有喜悦的事情发生 ，但可惜同时见到一颗令你孤单、空虚的「孤虚」星飞临命宫 ，预兆今年你的感情有喜有忧。未有对象的你，今年有机会遇上心仪的 异性，但爱情路上波折重重，难享甜蜜；已有对象或配偶的你 ，虽然两人仍然恩爱，但今年大家将会聚少离多，令你在大部份时间都 要感到空虚寂寞。
【健康】
　　「病符」是一颗主小病的凶星，在牛年出现于肖鼠朋友的命宫之中 ，表示你的健康状况较差，抵抗力弱，容易受到疾病侵扰 ，老人家更要特别注意身体健康。今年注意多吸收有营养的食物 ，每天保持充足睡眠，便可抵抗病魔。另外，「病符」入命 ，易犯凶煞，所以流年不宜探病问丧，丧家食物也不宜吃 ，以免负面磁场影响个人运气。
【二○○九己丑年天同锦囊】
　　属鼠的朋友在己丑年的运程尚算理想。事业得到贵人和吉星之助 ，宜好好把握，发挥自己的长处，勿让此难得机遇白白流失 。如果你是有伴侣的鼠人，今年最好平衡一下工作和爱情的比重 ，不要令爱侣常常孤枕独眠。
　　整体看来，今年你只是在财运方面的表现稍欠理想，但情况不算太坏 ，只要你能保持积极的工作态度，紧守自己的岗位，便有机会扭转逆势 ，最终得到合理的回报。

Estimated 2009 Aquarius Fortune

水瓶座 
本年到明年年初都會不是很開心，小人居多，狀況也很多。只要有良好的反省，明年會有很大的改變。 
09年运气会最为理想的就是水瓶座。水瓶座09年的运气应该是最为旺盛的一个时期。
水瓶座恰好是和科技的发展还有很多的相关性，所以说也许就是
因为明年的科技进步会带动一些水瓶座自身的运势
水瓶座虽然是运气很好，运气很好遭人嫉，水瓶座运气很好，整体上有问题也能够逢凶化吉，但是还是要提防一些小人的暗害，这也是非自己所能控制的事情，但是也要小心一点。

水瓶座﹝1月21日-2月18日﹞ 
本年度排名：第五名 
幸運指數：★★★★ 
最好月份：3、7 
注意月份：4、8 
貼心叮嚀：可是個來自朋友及家人助大很多的一年，而且還蠻有幫助。會讓水瓶能沖出很多難關。總能讓水瓶覺得運氣很好，當然，也可以這樣解釋。在“財”方面可是會因人際關係有進帳呢！在本年對水瓶來說：最好的是愛情，甚至可能會有“開花結果”的機會，真是很甜蜜的呢！不過，可別過於沈醉在其中。因爲，對每個人來說：日常生活可是最要好好去認真過的哦！

Explanation of colors in races

Red is used to represent the Chinese because they consider red as an auspicious colour. Red also symbolizes marriage and the birth of sons ("happiness red" is a fairly specific hue). The Chinese emperor wrote his edicts in vermilion. In Chinese science and philosophy red denotes spice, vitality, and energy at its maximal state.

Blue is used to represent the Eurasians because it is the traditional colour of the European great Goddess and Divine Wisdom (Sophia, Chokmah), from the deities of the Neolithic to the blue robes of the Virgin Mary.

While yellow represents the Indians as it is the colour of the light in their Deepavali Diwali, the festival of light. The Malays are represented by green as it is the colour of their religion. It is also the colour of their green packets which is given by adults to the young and unmarried during Hari Raya Puasa.

Marcel Duchamp: A Game of Chess

Photograph of Marcel Duchamp and Eve Babitz posing for the photographer Julian Wasser during the Duchamp retrospective at the Pasadena Museum of Art, 1963 © 2000 Succession Marcel Duchamp, ARS, N.Y./ADAGP, Paris.

“The goal of chess is to mate. We can thus see this picture as the record of a tableau vivant of a word play. Since Freud, vulgar theorists have held that chess and art, to pick two examples, are sublimations of sex. Given Duchamp’s attitude towards wordplay versus theory, it is better to see his life long interest in chess and eroticism as a sublimation of this picture’s wordplay! Given that the double meaning of “mate” does not exist in French, at last we have a satisfactory explanation of why Duchamp had to emigrate to America. In other words: in the beginning was the word; in the center the pun.” From: A Pun Among Friends by Steven B. Gerrard


Still trying my best to understand it...

From~http://www.greylodge.org/gpc/?feed=rss2&cat=28

A GIRL WHO COULD BE A JESSICA

IS : a lover of finearts,beatifully simple things,complicated dramas on a quest for knowledge. AND : is a photographer who sells prints,does story booking, travels alot,loves windy days and rain and can't stand neither selfish/unloyal people nor dirty places. WILL: strive to do her part for this living planet, exert all resources to give back everything by the end of each day so: that her journey someday will be complete knowing that all the things she can do, by God's grace, she has done.

Erm... BMW?

Do you think this is possible?

Applying for a job "KenRay"

Dear sir,

I am writing to apply for a position as a Graphic Designer. Since my childhood, art and design has always be my big interest. During my college year, I start to realize advertising, concept and creative ideas, which I find it challenging and sense of achievement. I just came back from UK, and a fresh graduate from University of Wolverhampton. I know and understand about your company from one of my friend, who was an Art Director, whose name is Conan. I am keen to learn and I am confident that I will be learning fast and achieve certain level in my work in a short period. Hopefully I can have a further interview with you, and to show my desperate in this firm also my ability in creativity.

I am looking forward to receive your reply and it will be very much appreciated. Thank you.

Below Attached is my CV.



Dear sir,

I have just sent my CV for a vacancy as a Graphic Designer by email. Here I attached some of my Portfolio for your further consideration. Thank you.



Dear William,

Thanks for your resume. Our Creative Director would like to meet you for an interview. Do let us know your convenience time and date.



Hi Esther,

Many thanks for replying. Any date and time will be fine, how about, let say, this Friday? Will it be convenience? Please do let me know the time which, the Creative Director are more comfortable with. May I know, how do I address your Creative Director?

Thanks again for replying me the email, do really appreciate it.



Hi William,

Ok let say at 3pm this Friday (17/10/2008), is this ok?

You can address him as Kenny.

Kindly find the attached file of our location map for your info, and please do not hesitate to contact me if you need further clarifications.

Thanks.

Esther



Hi Esther,

Absolutely yes, that will be great, and the coincident is I just live near your company.

Thank you again.

Applying for a job "ANNITHING"

Dear Madam,

I am a fresh graduate from University of Wolverhampton, UK, and is looking for a job position as a Graphic Designer. I have been browsing online, looking for branding and advertising agencies, as I am really interested in this firm. It was then, I found your website. I am keen to learn and wage is not my concern. Hopefully I can have a further interview with you, and to show my desperate in this firm also my ability in creativity.

Looking forward to hear from you very soon, and your email is very much appreciated. Thank you.

Below attached is my CV



hi there william,

can you show me some of your design work before we decided to have an interview with you? So we will know whether are you the right person we are looking for.

cheers,
Ann



Hi Ann,

This is William. Here are some Follow up of my portfolio. Thank you.

Below attached is my Award winning Billboard design for Kurnia Insurance during my college.



hi william,

there are no attachments in your 2 emails.



Hi Ann,

Sorry about that, let me try again,

Below attatched is my Award winning Billboard Design for Kurnia Insurance during my college year.

Applying for a job "BOLDINSPIRATION"

Dear Madam,

I have heard about your company from one of my good friend, who are currently working in your company, and I realized that the works that your company are doing, matches what I am willing to learn, and it is always my desperate. I am a fresh graduate from University of Wolverhampton, UK, and is looking for a job position as a Graphic Designer. I am keen to learn and wage is not my first concern. Hopefully I can have an interview with you madam, and to show my desperate in this firm also my ability in creativity.

Looking forward to hear from you very soon, and your email is very much appreciated. Thank you.

Below attached is my CV



Dear Seow,

Thank you for your interest in our company.

Currently we do not have any vacancy but i will keep your resume in view for future opportunities.

Rgrds,
Jess



Dear Madam,

Thank you very much, really appreciate for your reply.

Choose the Right Path...

These days, wondering... Should I go for Photographer's assistant? or shall I start working as a graphic designer? Photography, I just like to shoot reportage... will I be happy working in Bridal Studio, which only shoots directed portraits? Am I wasting my time, working as a photographer's assistant, for years? In the other way, I hope to become a manager in this industry, but shall I take the risk? Can I?

I did hope to become an Art Director, this is my dream, during my college year, but don't know why, I gave up this dream during my BA degree. Asking why, but I really don't know!

It keeps turning and turning, going round and round. Finally, I have made up my mind. Why not, back to what I have been made for, start from there, one step further to achieve the dream as an Art Director. In the meantime, meet some pro photographers, make friend with them, ask them about more photography knowledge. Still learn isn't it?

Guess this will be more practical and advisable. Go on William! You can do it! I'm sure you can achieve both, you still will keep shooting photographs when you are an Art Director. Who knows, maybe you are an Art Director, also a Freelance Wedding Reportage Photographer. Believe in myself, and believe in god, work hard and pray hard! Erm... sounds funny, but still be adviced!

如何拍不出色的女子

人不美就人带景，景不美就玩散景，散下前景散后景；散景不美玩光线，顺光旁光逆光耀光玩倒影；光线不美玩颜色，鲜色淡色黑白灰五颜六色；颜色不美玩细节，细节不美玩朦胧，动感震感失焦感空气感.......朦胧总有朦胧美的；朦胧都不美就玩道具，找件美的道具来衬托；总有拍到美的图........


左手拇指 + 食指比作 L 形。
拇指对准太阳，食指的方向就是最蓝的天空。


References: Cari Forum Malaysia

Applying for a job "Ideal Wedding Bridal Studio" II

Hi William,

We're pleased to arrange the interview with you on next monday 13 Oct 2008 2.30pm at our shop. If you're not sure with our location please printout the location map from our website www.myideal-wedding.com

Kindly bring along your CV, profile, photocopy of your certificates and your camera as we would like to have some simple test on your photography skills.

Should you have any doubts, please do not hesitate to let me know. Look forward on meeting you.

Thank you.

Warmest Regards,
Ally Lim
Operations Planning Manager





"Erm... feels like it's quite hard to get the job from this Bridal House..."

Interview Successful "France and Taipei Bridal Studio"

They agreed and if I am fine with them, I can start working on next week. Low pay though, but Good start!

Applying for a job "France & Taipei Bridal Studio" II

Dear William Seow:

Our company open from 12pm until 9pm. Sorry for not mentioned before.
How about 12.30pm this friday?
If it is fine then i will make arrangement for you.

Thank you.

Regards,
Ms Tan
France Taipei



Hi Ms Tan,

Yes, of course that will be fine. Then we will meet up at 12.30pm this friday.

Thank you very much

Applying for a job "Ideal Wedding Bridal Studio"

Dear sir / madam,

I am writing this email hoping to be given an opportunity to work as a photographer assistant in Ideal Wedding Bridal Studio. I was first more on conceptual and graphic communication, then into photography when I start to realize, that's still my big interest, since my childhood. I have been into documentary or reportage photography during my MA degree. That's what I have been learning and my knowledge in photography. I have always wanted to broaden my photography skills and knowledge. So, by learning to shoot portrait and lighting skills will bring me up to another level in photography. The reason why I choose to work as a photographer assistant, is because I still haven't got much working experience, and that's the only position I am more comfortable to begin with in this industry. Below attached is my CV and some sample photographs I have shot. Please do not hesitate to contact or email me for further details as I am looking forward to receive your reply. That will be very much appreciated. Thank you very much.



Hi William,

Thank you very much for your mail, I've sreened thru your CV and I guess you're over qualified to become a assistant photographer, but we're interested on hiring a junior photographer at this moment if you don't mind to give yourself a try to gain more experiences with a lower pay then we could possible to arrange an interview with you. Guess this is a good start for you, hope to hear from you soon.

Thank you very much. Have a great Day !

Warmest Regards
Ally Lim
Operation Planning Manager



Hi Ally Lim,

It's very nice to hear from you. I am so glad to hear that you are giving me a chance to work as a junior photographer, and this will be one in a million opportunity, really appreciate it. The reason why I am applying to start out as a photographer's assistant is because I only have experience in shooting reportage or in the other way documentary shots and it's all only from school project and traveling. To be frank, I haven't experience with anything related to lighting, posture, and shooting studio portraits. I am keen to learn as photography is my desperate. Wages is not my priority decision, as I am hoping to strengthen my basics. I am looking forward to have an interview with you, and again really appreciate for giving me the opportunity to work in your studio. Hope to hear from you very soon. Thank you very much.

Applying for a job "France & Taipei Bridal Studio"

Dear sir / madam,

I am writing this email hoping to be given an opportunity to work as a photographer assistant in Ideal Wedding Bridal Studio. I was first more on conceptual and graphic communication, then into photography when I start to realize, that's still my big interest, since my childhood. I have been into documentary or reportage photography during my MA degree. That's what I have been learning and my knowledge in photography. I have always wanted to broaden my photography skills and knowledge. So, by learning to shoot portrait and lighting skills will bring me up to another level in photography. The reason why I choose to work as a photographer assistant, is because I still haven't got much working experience, and that's the only position I am more comfortable to begin with in this industry. Below attached is my CV and some sample photographs I have shot. Please do not hesitate to contact or email me for further details as I am looking forward to receive your reply. That will be very much appreciated. Thank you very much.



Dear William Seow:

I had read through of your resume. There is just another thing to confirm with you is either you want to apply this position to Ideal Wedding Bridal Studio or France Taipei Bridal House? I just wondered maybe there is some mistake.

We'll be delighted to hear from you again.

Thank you very much.


From
Ms Tan
France Taipei Bridal House



Hi,

Sorry for the mistakes. But, Yes, I am applying to France and Taipei Bridal House. Thank you very much and hope to hear from you very soon. Your reply is very much appreciated.



Dear William Seow:

You may come to our company for the interview. Do bring along your others photography works as well.
Please let me know the date, time & location you wish to have your interview session, either in Penang or Butterworth Branch.

Thank you.

Regards,
Ms Tan
France Taipei Bridal House



Hi,

Thanks very much for giving me further chances to show my ability, willingness and desperate in photography. Is it possible to have the interview on this Friday? Let say, 9.30 in the morning, at Penang Branch, will it be convenient for you?

Thank you.

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