Tuesday, September 30, 2008

"Rat" Fortune 2008



总体:凶

爱情:

要当心感情忽然陷入象瓶颈的状态进退不得,尽管有外人一再的撮合与帮忙,却很难有什么发展,就好象被挡住了前进的方向,在感情上面要留心不要因此而与对方发生口角,多些平合的心态为好。

事业:

沟通与联系都比较难做好,会使正在延续的进度落后,也一时半会找不到事业前进的方向,需要做好时间的分配与调整,会有一些工作上的问题让你感到慌乱,工作上会出现一些变化,你必须负责扛起成败的压力。

财运:

看似有利可图,实则是有待于商讨,做事最好低调一些,多跟客户交流互动,一起喝咖啡聊业务,需要多勤快点,若是想做投资之类的事,周边的小道消息太多,若是你不熟悉的领域,最好别冒险跟进,以免损失。

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

洋蔥

如果你眼神能夠為我 片刻的降臨
如果你能聽到 心碎的聲音
沉默的守護著你 沉默的等奇跡
沉默的讓自己 像是空氣

大家都吃著聊著笑著 今晚多開心
最角落裡的我 笑得多合群
盤底的洋蔥像我 永遠是調味品
偷偷的看著你 偷偷的隱藏著自己

如果你願意一層一層一層 的剝開我的心
你會發現 你會訝異
你是我 最壓抑 最深處的秘密

如果你願意一層一層一層 的剝開我的心
你會鼻酸 你會流淚
只要你能 聽到我 看到我的全心全意

聽你說你和你的他們 曖昧的空氣
我和我的絕望 裝得很風趣
我就像一顆洋蔥 永遠是配角戲
多希望能與你 有一秒 專屬的劇情

Saturday, September 20, 2008

If, can just let me choose again...

好不容易找到了自己一生中最深爱的女人。三年来我很努力的维持这段感情,用真心为了能打动你的心。花了钱,花了心思,让自己最真诚的,最好的都给了你,开心而毫无后悔。到了外国我始终没变,对感情我还是很保守,很单纯。我思想很简单,就是想努力赚钱给老婆一个舒舒服服的生活。只想老了我们两能手牵手,无忧无逯的走完下半生。你到底发生了什么事?怎么变啦?我已回来啦,回到你身边啦。一切都过去啦,两年的思念也结束啦,两年思念所造成的不开心,误解也结束啦,我们终于可以好好的相爱对方啦,可这又怎么啦? 从今开始无论开心悲伤都有我在你身边啦,不会在有人能伤害你了。已说了赚钱我有了很好的思想,能赚很多很多钱,但你要出来啊,我们须要商量讨论啊。你需要了解很多事情以现在大马的状况啊。你父母亲也需要了解我的未来计划啊。你想,像你姐这样嫁得风光吗? 还是要比你姐嫁得更风光? 还是要嫁得比你整个村庄还要来得风光呢?你要怎么样的婚礼我都能近力让它实现,要多简单就有多简单,要有多豪华就多豪华。只要我有能力什么都能。都说了我会给你一切最好的, 你又怎么啦?连钻石戒指都在选着了, 做好准备要给你个幸福的生活了, 又发生什么事啦?你知道当我们两在一起时,是多么甜蜜,就是因为长远的路程造成了我们感情出现了泪痕,但一切以过去啦,没事啦,我在你身边啦。我要让神明对我们这段感情的伟大和坚持而感动! 没有谁能拆散我们的了。我知道你怕别人说闲话,读到这样高却在餐厅做工,但有谁能知到他在这做十年,二十年,都赚不到二十千, 而我在英国一年里能赚到多过二十千, 而且当中还陆游不少呢? 而我还是个二三岁的人。一个男人努力赚这样多钱为了什么? 为了自己吗?富了是成功了,但到头来怎么啦? 和谁分享呢? 自己吗? 还不是要跟自己心爱的女人分享。但到时才来说找个生爱的女人,来得急吗? 到时,真爱,单纯的爱还存在吗? 你都看到这样多例子了,断了一个又一个这样好吗? 等到一把年纪了还要提心调胆吗? 难道你不想有个单单纯纯的永恒爱情,婚姻吗? 一个成功男人背后是须要一个成功的女人,而对我来说成功的女人就只须能爱我就是成功了。 没有一个人是十全十美的,时神八字和不和都是骗人的,有哪一个家庭是没吵架的呢? 如果每一家都看时神八字结婚,那哪来的平穷人家呢?又有谁要风得风要雨得雨呢? 对我来说努力争取的爱情和那颗真成的心才是能天长地久!如过神是那么好的,那哪来的天意弄人呢?都已经是一对了,又怎么要拆散呢? 是神明吃醋吗? 还是我们身边的人吃醋? 在英国三年已是很好的证明,证明我对你的爱是不变的,我又几时有叫你去减肥做这样的东西呢? 你风湿,腰酸悲痛,我有几时没关心担心过呢? 而且,三年也证明了我会努力, 吃苦为我们将来铺路,难道你还不满意吗? 老婆相信我吧! 一切都恢复正常了,我们可以想以前一样甜蜜了。你现在只须踏出第一步,我老远来到你家也到了,但你就是不肯见我,我也没办法了。我现在只能吃不下,睡不着的等你了。

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Ain't see a thing...

My devotion...

-Master Degree but work as a waiter (Earn good money to give her a better life)

-Send her money (Just because she say she got not enough money, but chilling with friends most nights and I'm isolated, cause she say she is "busy")

-She is the most prettiest woman in the world (Whenever people ask me)

-Get her name tattooed (save up my engaged ring, to spend more on hers. So, she can get a nice one)

-Send CDs back to her (She say she is boring, she need movies. Due to working late, I need to burn the CDs during late night)

-Create my own Birthday card (Hope to show her my desperate and love on her)

-Paying overall RM6000 on Phone bills (Because I miss her voice)

-Stay up late and wake early (She haven't pick up my phone yet)

-No alcohol drinking and Pub (Make her no worries, she will have a good husband)

-Going back Malaysia (Spending more than RM3000 for flight ticket, cause I missed her)

-Spend all my life on her (Worth it, cause she is my only one)

Her devotion...

-A case with some medicines, which she sent me two years before and "What you have do for me, I ain't see a thing!" She said.

Sunday, September 07, 2008

By the end of year 2008...

"A great marriage is not when the 'perfect couple' comes together. It is when an imperfect couple learns to enjoy their differences."

Dave Meurer, "Daze of Our Wives"

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

13, 18, 25

A friend of mine, who is working together in the same restaurant, he's a Caucasian and he is 17, if not mistaken. We get along quite well and have fun all the time. I am now 23, and it seems like we are in the same age! But think again, I'm 5 years older, and I am a master graduate while he still in his college year!

Think again, we need 5 years to complete our secondary school. During these years, it seems like it's quite a long while having fun, and experienced so many things, nothing seems to be worry!

Back to present. 5 years before, and 5 years after, while I'm in my 17 and looking back now. Am I still doing the same thing, while others are building their own path and their own future? 5 years from now, and that will be a near age 30! Am I still going to have fun, chilling with a 17 years old, or shall I be started worrying of building up my own family?

5 years seems long, but during the fifth year, time flew and we din even know, feels like it just happened yesterday!

"Give you another 5 years, and that will be a 35, what do you think you will be doing, if you just realized and started getting on your own path during your 30?"

Just realized, I will need at least RM500,000 for my own property, which that will be just a starting point. How about my future? I will get merry and I will have children, how about their future?

"Do you think "RM" 500,000 will only takes 10 years to save it? Do you think after 20 years you will have that amount of money?"

23 years old are too old to realized, but it's not too late to make decision! But bare in mind, there isn't any 5 years extra to make mistakes, cause there won't be any room for regret! Unless you'll gonna live till 100 years old but run and jump like a 20's!